cuddlefish: (漢体 乙女心)
( Mar. 23rd, 2009 11:32 am)
My old friends will know that once, I had this dream where I found myself in an orderly field of purple flowers bordered by pine trees. The sun was shining, there wasn't a breath of wind, and there were bees buzzing around everywhere.

There were no birds or other flying insects, and there were no people besides me. The bees had, in my dream, taken over the world. Ants were their partners, grasshoppers were their simple-minded slaves, and humans were the ones who minded the purple flowers. The purple flowers had been genetically modified, ironically by humans, so that they could provide everything for the bees, but they were less stable. The flowers needed a human mind to manage them, and so planted shallowly underground for every few plants was an unconscious person that breathed and ate the blood of others that had already died.

What I most remember about this dream is the colors: the dusty evergreen of the pine trees, the endless purple flowers, the pale golden sunlight, yellow and black bees covered in shining pollen, the thick red blood, the rich dark earth. I spent a lot of time trying to figure out what those flowers were---I thought maybe they were purple loosestrife, only darker. But today, just today, I found out that these flowers were lavender.

Today, just today, I saw pictures of Furano.

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( Apr. 26th, 2005 08:14 am)
Oops! That time of the week again. Anybody got a BT of Futago Hime 4 for me? :D

EDIT: Time for my monthly Future Dystopia Dream! (I had one last month at about this time. ...I know, it's weird.) This one got a little long, and it wasn't nearly as haunting as the last one )

Yes. It's over now. =_=
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( Mar. 29th, 2005 06:39 pm)
Mom's in my room cleaning. Must calm down. She won't find anything. As long as she doesn't touch. Anything. On that side of the bed. And we have our deal that she doesn't look at any paper, just books. But what if something lands the right side up. Oh, god, 10 minutes is a very long time to live through here.

I forgot my meds this morning, so when I went to take a nap, not only did it stretch on for five hours, but it gave me dreams. Awful, vivid, LONG ones, about bugs taking over the world and making humans into a hive mind. People lined up in gutters of blood...climbing a shredded paper wall to get put to sleep...evil technological empires with CEOs who are not Rufus...the parachute, and the ground rising up like skyscrapers and spouting acid and people planted in flowerbeds like fertilizer and the BEES and GRASSHOPPERS. REALLY BAD DREAM.

EDIT: Annoying: People, in RO, who PM you when your shop says you're AFK. Furthermore, they're doing it because they want whatever you're selling at a much lower price, as in a completely inappropriate price.
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( Mar. 5th, 2005 04:46 pm)
Dad is triple nuts with an extra order of absentminded today. Tomorrow he's going to court because he and some other doctors from a place he used to work are being sued. He has the insurance, so there's not going to be any trouble or loss of money, at least on our part, but he's still awful discombobulated. He went to Au Bon Pain with my mom today to get lunch and he didn't just order my sandwich with the wrong toppings, he got a completely different thing. I feel really bad for him.

I have a canker sore in a place where I bite it constantly. I mean it, there's no moving it out of the way. I am not whining. It's between two wisdom teeth. RRRRR.

I...had this dream last night that I was somebody important, and Roy Mustang was my knight. Fufu. Well, I don't know what he was, but he was in charge of being protective and keeping me from getting into trouble. It was romantic as all get-out. Then there were some villain-types after me, so I got sent away to some safer place, and I thought he got killed, so we were totally separated. I was very, very upset T_T but I still loved him forever! The end. (It was kind of a delicious dream, if you don't count the part where I was running away from the bad guys and practically being stalked.)

EDIT: Took a nap. Had more dreams.


Can't remember any of 'em. And that's the update.


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