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cuddlefish) wrote2005-04-20 01:40 am
cuddlefish) wrote2005-04-20 01:40 am
LURVE
I get tired of being told I'm not mature, compliant, rich, perfect or happy enough to be loved. I get tired of being told I have to try harder to love anything at all. I get tired of being told that love is a miracle and I am not invited to participate until I'm better.
I'm starting to think all that's a bunch of lies, but not without wondering whether I am annoying and childish for it. Love is for normal people, dammit, and THAT'S why it's such a big deal.
Don't worry, Aunt Flo'll be here REAL soon. I promise to remember my happy pills tomorrow. And NEVER do that again. >_> (For another month.)
I'm starting to think all that's a bunch of lies, but not without wondering whether I am annoying and childish for it. Love is for normal people, dammit, and THAT'S why it's such a big deal.
Don't worry, Aunt Flo'll be here REAL soon. I promise to remember my happy pills tomorrow. And NEVER do that again. >_> (For another month.)