LURVE

[cuddlefish]

I get tired of being told I'm not mature, compliant, rich, perfect or happy enough to be loved. I get tired of being told I have to try harder to love anything at all. I get tired of being told that love is a miracle and I am not invited to participate until I'm better.

I'm starting to think all that's a bunch of lies, but not without wondering whether I am annoying and childish for it. Love is for normal people, dammit, and THAT'S why it's such a big deal.

Don't worry, Aunt Flo'll be here REAL soon. I promise to remember my happy pills tomorrow. And NEVER do that again. >_> (For another month.)

Comments

[the-olive.livejournal.com]

o_O who is this person telling you these things? Are they not too much of an elitist jackass for love?

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

I...I...my uterus. It's paranoid. Yeah.