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Yufa

Should I buy an acrylic jewel and make the wings on her pin myself? That would be cheaper, but I have no idea what I'll make the wings out of. I'm not using the plastic sheets again, foam is too soft, and any kind of clay I can think of would break in a matter of minutes. The other option is doing a resin cast for it, but if I have any leftover crap, I'm probably never going to use it. ...depends on how hard it'll be to make something that looks good. Making the armor on my costume last year gave me a lot of confidence in my ability to craft shit, so now I think I can do it again. If I start early, I can mess up and still have some leeway.

And just a reminder, I watch OC, I like it, and the season finale is on tonight, so I'm feeling a little ANTSY. If you would like to enjoy the Ryan (played by Benjamin Mckenzie), now's your last chance before summer reruns. He's very cute and he lives in the same house as Seth, who is also cute, and they seem to hang out together a lot.

Maybe you understand how I feel about that.

EDIT: So I live in a place where gay marriage will be legal in a week or two. Lately, I have actually been thinking to myself, DAILY, 'I live in a place where gay marriage will be legal in a week or two.' I'm getting a little tired of having to contain the urge to celebrate. Should I wait until it actually happens, or just do a little bit every day? Maybe I should do something artistic. ...yeah, without the materials. Ha.

I had fish for dinner. You know how some kids can put a needle through the first layer or so of their skin, maybe on their fingers, and make it stick there, and it looks disgusting? I think that happened with one of the bones, from the fish, and my tongue. Like, when I tried to pull on it, it hurt and my tongue moved a little. Then when I switched angles it came out.

It was good fish, I'm just saying.

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The OC season finale was...unsatisfying. Like, it wasn't even REALLY CRAZY THINGS START TO HAPPEN and then there's a cliffhanger. It was just straight-up, all the bad things that weren't supposed to happen happened and now it's going to be summer, bye. No sparks. Not even the BEGINNING of sparks. Just Marissa drinking and Seth sulking and Ryan, oh, Ryan was breaking up while he was talking a few times, you should have seen it---just that stupid girl being like OMG I DON'T WANT AN ABORTION I WANT TO HAVE DREAMS. God, stop, please. Sure, have a baby you can't support because you WANT it. How nice of you to think of the kid's future---oh, except the kid won't have any! Haha! Forgot! SO FUCKING SORRY!

I'm a little irate, but it's actually not her fault, it's because they had the AUDACITY. To PUT an ad for MILK on before the preview at the end. And it was AIMED. AT. TEENAGE. GIRLS.

AND IT SAID MILK WILL MAKE YOU LOSE. WEIGHT.

FUCKING FUCK SHIT HO. HOW WONDERFUL FOR YOUR GODDAMN DISGUSTING MORALITY DREAM DRINK. HOW DARE YOU SOIL MY TELEVISION AND OC HAPPY HOUR!!!!!! I mean, I stopped reading 8-Bit Theater like more than a YEAR ago and my third instinct (after hitting the desk or screaming, you've got to be stupid if you think I'm actually happy and confident enough to do first instincts) was HADOKEN RAR. Such unreasoning RAGE.

Or maybe it's rage that Ryan and Seth weren't snogging. Because they really looked like they were going to. Seth was really Upset and all talking about how Ryan was his first FRIEND there etc. etc. Excuse me, impure minds here to corrupt your friendship! Whee! Haha friendship my ASS. And Ryan gave him a PRESENT. It was just some maps. But presents is presents. OMG so cute. OMG.