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I am consumed by the need to become a priestess in oRO. This probably helps explain why I have nothing to talk about these days. Mmhmm. My real problem is that I've been pretty scared about what exactly I'm going to do with myself. Here's some depression: I'm afraid I'm going to drift through life trying one thing after another and never really finding enough determination or help to support myself. I've totally talked about this recently...I think. But, um. Now I'm upset again.

Seriously, I think the only do-able option for me is to go to art school, and I despise art school with every fiber of my being. I've already talked about why, so I won't carry on. Oh, man, this is one of those days I'd like to, too.