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Dad is triple nuts with an extra order of absentminded today. Tomorrow he's going to court because he and some other doctors from a place he used to work are being sued. He has the insurance, so there's not going to be any trouble or loss of money, at least on our part, but he's still awful discombobulated. He went to Au Bon Pain with my mom today to get lunch and he didn't just order my sandwich with the wrong toppings, he got a completely different thing. I feel really bad for him.

I have a canker sore in a place where I bite it constantly. I mean it, there's no moving it out of the way. I am not whining. It's between two wisdom teeth. RRRRR.

I...had this dream last night that I was somebody important, and Roy Mustang was my knight. Fufu. Well, I don't know what he was, but he was in charge of being protective and keeping me from getting into trouble. It was romantic as all get-out. Then there were some villain-types after me, so I got sent away to some safer place, and I thought he got killed, so we were totally separated. I was very, very upset T_T but I still loved him forever! The end. (It was kind of a delicious dream, if you don't count the part where I was running away from the bad guys and practically being stalked.)

EDIT: Took a nap. Had more dreams.

*stares*

Can't remember any of 'em. And that's the update.

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YEAH. I'm worried I missed my happy meds this morning. I totally teared up at the end of Hagaren tonight. Shit you. Fuck! >< I've got that feeling again that I want to hug something, but nothing will ever make me feel less like cuddling. My need for comfort is suddenly insatiable.

Seeing this again has kind of made it clear for me why I and many other people are so disgusted by the rest of the series and the ending. This series made me cry and really, really care and there was no return later on. No happy butterflies, no lollipops and rainbows, just...ow. Mr. Mizushima Seiji cut me open and never really bothered to close it up. This is why I am so upset.

Gonna make it better with Ghost in the Shell again. Except this one is about the old guy who told Kusanagi to go rape the OS-tans, so, like, who cares.

EDIT: ...this entry disappoints me as it is. So I will be adding an update on the health of my mouth. (It's like a weather forecast if you're planning on kissing me. What do you mean, you're not planning on kissing me?)

My canker sore is not a canker sore, it's a wisdom tooth deciding to bust through a rather thick part of my gums. Nice to see you too, fucker.

EDIT: Look what's making the rounds on my flist. ( Yang will LOVE this )