Oh, heavens no, it doesn't mean I WANT to die. I'm embarrassed that...well...making cranes just seems so...GHEY. I feel not only inadequate, but like an attention-whore. But it's what I'm doing, and I won't pretend I'm super upset just that alone feels kind of nice.
I guess what upsets people is that it really is going to be a long time before life is "normal" again---in fact, I get the feeling it's still going downhill, though of course everybody's going nuts to reverse that.
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Date: 2005-09-03 02:36 am (UTC)I guess what upsets people is that it really is going to be a long time before life is "normal" again---in fact, I get the feeling it's still going downhill, though of course everybody's going nuts to reverse that.