He's not my real grandfather because the real one died and my grandmother remarried, but I knew him my whole life, and grandma cared for him very deeply. So I'm mostly worried for grandma. You're right, the best I can do is be there, which I plan to do. (Mom is already leaving tomorrow to stay until with grandma until the funeral).

I'm actually rather pissed. By my estimation, she conceived in June. I wish I could have known, but maybe she didn't know before or wasn't telling anybody, so that's why I got sent to her... My mom suggested we ask the psychopharmacologist from yesterday for a recommendation and...man, I don't want to DO that. I just don't want to do another new therapist.