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I have too many online social obligations. No, I just think they're obligations because I'm neurotic. I also have things to draw maybe before Valentine's day, and I translated a cake recipe, and all in all it's really tiring me out. I need a nap...but I will probably just go play Tales of the Abyss again ~_~
The other thing that tired me out recently was sending a letter to the professor that teaches a Japanese course at Harvard Extension. You see, I have this horrible fear of teachers and classroom situations, and I'm trying to get over that (slowly) by going to a class where I don't have to be afraid of the teacher or very stressed out and sad. So I picked out this easy course, and I thought it would be good for me to start right away, but I'm kinda late SO...I decided to send an e-mail to this professor. Talking to a teacher and asking them if I can join their class even though I'm late? Yes, this is hard work.
She wrote back and she was very nice to me, but looking at the syllabus, I can't take this class. It's like the second half of a second year of Japanese, and um. Right, I can't take it. (Trust me.) So next I have to write an e-mail back, in Japanese. On the one hand, I know she's nice, and the pressure to get in is off. On the other hand, I have to apologize/thank her, and I have to do it in Japanese without getting too loopy. She's a teacher, she'll know if I sound weird, and maybe if I sound weird she'll say, "...maybe you should take the course after all!!" ARGH.
I'm thinking an art journal is the answer to my need for a place to put my art that isn't a. a website or b. Deviant Art. NOT THAT I THINK ANYONE WILL NEED TO VISIT IT. ~_~
A happy thing that happened today: I decided it was time to spend the sum total of 4 months' savings, Christmas money, and birthday money ♥ Pretty soap, and subscriptions to Ribon and Asuka yes, and now I'm thinking books and video games.
The other thing that tired me out recently was sending a letter to the professor that teaches a Japanese course at Harvard Extension. You see, I have this horrible fear of teachers and classroom situations, and I'm trying to get over that (slowly) by going to a class where I don't have to be afraid of the teacher or very stressed out and sad. So I picked out this easy course, and I thought it would be good for me to start right away, but I'm kinda late SO...I decided to send an e-mail to this professor. Talking to a teacher and asking them if I can join their class even though I'm late? Yes, this is hard work.
She wrote back and she was very nice to me, but looking at the syllabus, I can't take this class. It's like the second half of a second year of Japanese, and um. Right, I can't take it. (Trust me.) So next I have to write an e-mail back, in Japanese. On the one hand, I know she's nice, and the pressure to get in is off. On the other hand, I have to apologize/thank her, and I have to do it in Japanese without getting too loopy. She's a teacher, she'll know if I sound weird, and maybe if I sound weird she'll say, "...maybe you should take the course after all!!" ARGH.
I'm thinking an art journal is the answer to my need for a place to put my art that isn't a. a website or b. Deviant Art. NOT THAT I THINK ANYONE WILL NEED TO VISIT IT. ~_~
A happy thing that happened today: I decided it was time to spend the sum total of 4 months' savings, Christmas money, and birthday money ♥ Pretty soap, and subscriptions to Ribon and Asuka yes, and now I'm thinking books and video games.
