Classes were supposed to get me more human contact, which is a need I found other ways to fulfill, so I stopped taking classes and now I'm happier than I've been in years. I've decided it's okay for me to coast for a while and not change anything voluntarily because I seriously haven't felt so okay in a long time, and that's too important.
I worry I'm damaged and I can never do anything productive or steady without imploding. I wish I could go to school and not feel so angry/depressed/disconnected/wrong so I could stop being so isolated and have something steady for when my parents can't pay for me anymore.
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Date: 2008-09-02 02:31 am (UTC)I worry I'm damaged and I can never do anything productive or steady without imploding. I wish I could go to school and not feel so angry/depressed/disconnected/wrong so I could stop being so isolated and have something steady for when my parents can't pay for me anymore.