cuddlefish

...I've...considered writing about what happened between me and the group of people I once considered my closest friends, but to be honest with you I'm not even sure WHY everything just...fell to pieces. I've already had a nervous breakdown about it once, and I've cried over it many a time, and I'm *still* confused about the whole thing in general. But maybe it would be better if I wrote about it in LJ--maybe it'll help somehow to lay the whole thing out.