are you concerned about the bitching at those fm_a idiots? I personally don't care, not to mention it's probably well deserved. So yea, you write about small daily crap that gets to you, but so do most of us on LJ. Do you really think it has something to do with being sick? Besides you do have those cheerful little entries that contain smutty talk and rants about games and such =) it's pretty outbalanced i think.
Well, gee. That's, like, aw, darn, thanks. I appreciate the support. It's not that I'm worried that I'm sick because I think my LJ is unbalanced. I'm frustrated that I'm sick with serious depression. Makes me want to write things in VERY BIG FONTS!!!11 Rar!
YEA I HEAR YA, in those cases i tend to vent my anger on glass objects and other inanimate objects by throwing them around which is actually more.. damaging of course, but damn it WORKS
anyway i don't know of your specific reasons to be longtime depressed like that, but i kind of understand what it feels like so i won't blame you for the stuff it causes you to do heh. Oh yea and i'm sure you'll work your way around it someday, i think you have better capabilities than most people and that you're more cool (!) than them as well.
I don't want to be rude, and I know I am, but I'm crazy, so just let it go? Are you one of my old friends trying to humiliate me on LJ? I mean, if you see this...comments in an old entry and all... =_= You seem to speak another language I don't know, but I don't remember anybody who could do that, so maybe you're someone who knows them, instead. Anyway, I like you and I'm really, really happy you said all that stuff about me but I'm nervous.
No, i don't know you in real nor do i know of people that know you in real. I hope that eases your mind a bit? You also seem to draw a thin line between being happy with my feedback and seeing them as attempts to humiliate you, so i'm sorry if that happened to you before but that wasn't how i was trying to come across. What i had in mind was more like, judging from your posts, you seem like a person i could get along with. I can't stand most people so i put you above them partially because of that reason. That said (and i'm going to be openly honest here because i hope most folks aren't reading along anymore) i'm pretty insecure about myself too at times so don't worry about me mockingly looking down on you.
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anyway i don't know of your specific reasons to be longtime depressed like that, but i kind of understand what it feels like so i won't blame you for the stuff it causes you to do heh. Oh yea and i'm sure you'll work your way around it someday, i think you have better capabilities than most people and that you're more cool (!) than them as well.
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