LURVE

[cuddlefish]

I get tired of being told I'm not mature, compliant, rich, perfect or happy enough to be loved. I get tired of being told I have to try harder to love anything at all. I get tired of being told that love is a miracle and I am not invited to participate until I'm better.

I'm starting to think all that's a bunch of lies, but not without wondering whether I am annoying and childish for it. Love is for normal people, dammit, and THAT'S why it's such a big deal.

Don't worry, Aunt Flo'll be here REAL soon. I promise to remember my happy pills tomorrow. And NEVER do that again. >_> (For another month.)

Comments

Re: unyaaaaan!!

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Oh, yeah, I know I need someone different, but I'm not WRONG for wanting that, am I? Instead of changing to fit everybody else? That's really what I'm worried about.

Heh, sorry to bring it up. Everybody has trouble, I was just whining T_T

Re: God, i hate unyaaaan so much...

[boogietiere.livejournal.com]

yea that's actually what i was trying to convey without the added dose of personal drama. Listen to that ok, i am VERY wise.