The worries and frustrations of a young maiden

[cuddlefish]

Worries
I have the appointment to have my wisdom teeth removed scheduled and set to go. I'm not really afraid of the pain (unless someone explains this to me in more detail, maybe please don't), or having to do anything while I've getting over the surgery (my real fear), I'm just afraid of what will happen right after they take them out. You know, when it's finished I'm going to be coming off of the general anaesthesia. I hear they stick you in a little room with someone to keep an eye on you while you work out all your crazy. Because after you wake up, there's some crazy there. So my fear is that I'm going to blab something really embarassing, like "I can't wait go home and look at my flist, which is littered with Japanese gay porn that has somehow fused with weird sadomasochistic things" or "I drew some gay porn once or twice or many times, Mommy :D" or "Yaoi is gay porn!" Or maybe I'll DO something embarrassing, like hump a wall. And try to hold a discussion about yaoi while I do it. Or what if I start telling non-family people how to translate things in Japanese and I'm wrong, like that time I was buying gay porn and...what if I PICK MY NOSE. WHILE TALKING ABOUT ABOUT GAY PORN.

What I need to know in detail is, how goofy are people after this sort of thing? Does it depend on the person, the WILL AND STRENGTH *Armstrong pose* (or overfocus on one bad subject, leading to blabbing), the amount/kind/administration of anaesthesia? Can anybody just, you know, go look in the future and make sure it won't happen?

I'm also afraid mom will think it's cute or something if any of this happens.

Frustrations
I feel sad when girls who got into anime through Sailormoon grow up and go, ew, Sailormoon, sparklies, pink, 15-second transformation scenes? Baaaad. I'm sorry, I WAS tipped off by saya_aensland, but I'm not mad at you 'x' Or anybody for that matter. I mostly feel this as a cause of hateful memories of that girl who used to run the Everchanging Sailormoon Gateway (who I think is still making a name for herself by being stupid and mean). I know you're too old for it, that's fine, I guess not everybody likes pretty super attacks and all that nonsense. But definitely don't think less of me for loving every minute of it. It's a conoisseur thing, OKAY. *sticks nose in air* And I speak Japanese anyway STFU!!!!!!!11 Also, something about Fushigi Yuugi goes here, but that's just about that mean girl again. Suffice to say, Ami can read her ancient Chinese literature, bitch.

Sailormoon is your friiiieeeeend. Sailormoon will never hurt youuu. ...except for all those motherfucker filler episodes

Other Frustrations
Also, I would really appreciate it if Roy could be my pillow. And Ed could be my huggy thing. And Rufus could hit on me, and the Turks could be my bodyguards? Yes? No? No. Okay.

Two posts in one day. IT APPROACHES.

Comments

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

P2P? If you don't mind an .ogg file (to summarize: not .mp3) you can find it in a snap on the web by searching for "sailormoon music". If it must be an .mp3, I can probably upload it for you :D

Thank you for the sympathies. I hope I get better fast. =_=

[runan.livejournal.com]

.ogg files are fine (I've got a few and they don't seem to make my computer unhappy), and I'll continue searching the web. But I'd be grateful if you could upload should I not be able to find it :D

[runan.livejournal.com]

Ah, nevermind, I found it :D