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cuddlefish) wrote2004-02-29 02:07 pm
cuddlefish) wrote2004-02-29 02:07 pm
Startled again haha
Gonna go throw up now. Or try to stop shaking.
I still have nightmares about being incarcerated or with a bunch of other people and not able to get home and rest. Really really afraid and abandoned and alone with nobody to support me. They're really long and I used to have them pretty regularly before I took time off. And even after. I still have them sometimes.
I'm a worrier. I worry about a lot of things that aren't likely to happen, and when it does happen, I get to say my fears have been confirmed. So I try to save saying that for when I mean it.
I mean it when I say being drafted is my worst nightmare. Literally my worst nightmare. (I could write a book on how the thought of Olive or Rose being drafted makes me feel.)
...so, yeah, sorry about the sudden ranting, especially if you're Olive or Rose ^^* (Are you reading this? Haha? If you get drafted, come run away to Japan with me! It'll be fun! Or cramped and fangirlish but uh... =_=)
The Littlest Kidnappers made me think of Fullmetal Alchemist SO MUCH. OMG ED AND AL KYOOT! XD
EDIT: How on EARTH did I get so FRAGILE?
I still have nightmares about being incarcerated or with a bunch of other people and not able to get home and rest. Really really afraid and abandoned and alone with nobody to support me. They're really long and I used to have them pretty regularly before I took time off. And even after. I still have them sometimes.
I'm a worrier. I worry about a lot of things that aren't likely to happen, and when it does happen, I get to say my fears have been confirmed. So I try to save saying that for when I mean it.
I mean it when I say being drafted is my worst nightmare. Literally my worst nightmare. (I could write a book on how the thought of Olive or Rose being drafted makes me feel.)
...so, yeah, sorry about the sudden ranting, especially if you're Olive or Rose ^^* (Are you reading this? Haha? If you get drafted, come run away to Japan with me! It'll be fun! Or cramped and fangirlish but uh... =_=)
The Littlest Kidnappers made me think of Fullmetal Alchemist SO MUCH. OMG ED AND AL KYOOT! XD
EDIT: How on EARTH did I get so FRAGILE?