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[cuddlefish]

...wow, uh. This has been a very emo day for me. I sort of buried myself in PSP for a few days, and now that I've come out on the other side, I'm very sad. .-.

To demonstrate how screwed up I am right now, let me show you what I translated, and now have playing almost nonstop:

When the greatest reality came to find us
It came it mock our simple existence
I am puzzled by the truth that slips through my fingers when I cover my ears
How am I supposed to stand with this frail body?

Uninstall uninstall
Right now, I can't understand
That I am just one of the countless specks of dust in all the world
Uninstall uninstall
I have no choice but to pretend
To be the soldier that knows no fear...uninstall

I feel as if our ignorance is sharpening itself
By the time we awaken to the shapeless presence under the bed
We will have no souls left...if we can't even choose the time in our lives
When the fury to break everything will quietly fade away...

Uninstall uninstall
If nobody could ever replace me
Then I want to be the one to end to those days
Uninstall uninstall
Where I just drifted along like everyone else
There's nothing wrong with that uninstall

Uninstall, uninstall
Right now, I can't understand
That I am just one of the countless specks of dust in all the world
Uninstall, uninstall
I have no choice but to pretend
To be the soldier that knows no fear...uninstall

The theme of youth ending prematurely is kind of hitting home today. =_=

Comments

[xephyris.livejournal.com]

Don't feel so bad! I'm feeling pretty old myself, sometimes. (I wish LJ'd let you edit your comments, I had to delete a previous one because of bad phrasing w)

That's a good song though.

Speaking of the PSP - something called Xlink Kai lets you play other people online :)

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Yeah, even relatively young people feel old. I'm sure the kids in Bokurano do. I'm hesitant about watching the anime, but this song. Maybe I could watch it just for the opening. That never ends well, does it? ...well, it worked out when I watched Utena...

I know it's only natural you'd mention that, but it just so happens that instead of playing with my PSP, I've been shopping around for just the kind of homebrew that you mentioned let you play AIR on yours. My firmware is 2.82! I can do it, right?! :DDD And yes, this Xlink Kai sounds interesting, but...what I really need right now is a way to download mercenaries the old way for Radiant Mythology (still playing! =_=). How about it?

(I have the same problem with comments...I'm always typing out a comment really fast and then wanting to add something, but I can't...)

[xephyris.livejournal.com]

Hm, did your PSP come with 2.82, or did you upgrade it yourself?

I'm asking because there's a different revision of PSP hardware that has to be downgraded in a different way, before you can use a custom firmware to run homebrew software. It's a little technical and might take a bit of reading through. Make sure you check what version your PSP is first, by referring to this picture:

http://img46.imageshack.us/img46/3291/p0wer4ou1.jpg
(Note: the picture is a bit outdated, you can actually downgrade TA-082 PSPs now, so don't worry about that.)

Then, follow the appropriate instructions on this thread:
http://www.psp-hacks.com/forums/about17935.html

If you've got any questions I'll try to answer them, PM me or leave a comment on Waxinlyrical (http://www.waxinlyrical.com) for my MSN / ICQ contact, that's the fastest way to reach me.

[xephyris.livejournal.com]

Actually, there's also this - I haven't tried it myself (always did it the manual way) but it looks reliable.

http://www.psp-hacks.com/forums/post-1071710.html#p1071710

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

My PSP came with something earlier, but Radiant Mythology came with 2.82 and it was less than 3.0 so I upgraded. According to that picture I do have a TA-082.

Reading threads now. :3 Thank you! Thank you!