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[cuddlefish]

...wow, uh. This has been a very emo day for me. I sort of buried myself in PSP for a few days, and now that I've come out on the other side, I'm very sad. .-.

To demonstrate how screwed up I am right now, let me show you what I translated, and now have playing almost nonstop:

When the greatest reality came to find us
It came it mock our simple existence
I am puzzled by the truth that slips through my fingers when I cover my ears
How am I supposed to stand with this frail body?

Uninstall uninstall
Right now, I can't understand
That I am just one of the countless specks of dust in all the world
Uninstall uninstall
I have no choice but to pretend
To be the soldier that knows no fear...uninstall

I feel as if our ignorance is sharpening itself
By the time we awaken to the shapeless presence under the bed
We will have no souls left...if we can't even choose the time in our lives
When the fury to break everything will quietly fade away...

Uninstall uninstall
If nobody could ever replace me
Then I want to be the one to end to those days
Uninstall uninstall
Where I just drifted along like everyone else
There's nothing wrong with that uninstall

Uninstall, uninstall
Right now, I can't understand
That I am just one of the countless specks of dust in all the world
Uninstall, uninstall
I have no choice but to pretend
To be the soldier that knows no fear...uninstall

The theme of youth ending prematurely is kind of hitting home today. =_=

Comments

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

LOLOLOLOLOL I MIXED UP CODE GEASS AND GURREN LAGANN. SHIT. I'm getting old, the new stuff all just runs together. =_=

I'm always discovering authors from Asuka that I LIKE have made FMA doujinshi, thought it's funny stuff as opposed to anything even approaching smutty. Except for the picture of Edkitty with no shirt and a rose in his mouth. *_*

I haven't watched it but every time I read Asuka or surf amazon.jp, I know that they want me to. I'm kind of avoiding it because it's too mainstream, though I have no idea how that's going to help me. I guess I'm worried that the heroine is going to be...stupid.

YES. YES. I AGREE COMPLETELY. It's the pandering that really bothers me. Tales of Destiny 2 was a steaming pile of crap, a total trainwreck, and the only reason they made it was for the money they got from fangirls. And now they're remaking Tales of Destiny remake...uh, guys? Where's my version of Symphonia told from Kratos' POV? >:| I want to see Anna and baby Lloyd!

[narugami.livejournal.com]

Oh no, you'll have to give in your otaku membership card :P

I can't help but wonder when I see pictures of someone doing that - don't the thorns hurt?

Thing is with anime/manga that it's nearly almost misogynistic, even the shoujo, but, hmm... I like the main character. She's a bit 'perfect' and prone to comically exaggerated reactions, plus so far she has 3 or 4 guys in love with her at the same time, but she's resourceful during crises and hard-working. The fact that she doesn't let the Emperor give her a position by fiat and instead works for it, and gains a lot of respect on the way, is admirable, at least in my opinion. I think she'd make an amazing government minister!

Of course everyone in fandom just talks about the very handsome guys and ignores her, but oh well. ^^;

I heard the new release of ToD's remake is because they didn't make enough money off it the first time, but I'm not sure if that's true or not. Wasn't there a bit of ToS backstory in Fandom 2, though?

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, I can just trade it in for a Cranky Old Fan Card. (=w=)b

As long as she's not one of those characters who claims she has nothing going on for her except for unfailing health and optimism, and means it. I prefer "a bit perfect," to "helpless idiot" because, let me be frank here, I WANT AN AVATAR FOR INTERACTION WITH THE MENS. Which is to say, yeah, I think I'd be ignoring her for the mens, too. She would be me, after all.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I would be so amused if it was true but fun stuff like that is never true. Or they'll never admit it. As for Fandom 2, the only thing I've done with my copy so far is...open it and read the instruction booklet. =_= They say there's a segment from Kratos' point of view, 4000 years before Symphonia takes place, which really only means one thing, but of course I am jealous because it's not a whole game from his point of view. Then again, maybe I should be happy they don't think I'm stupid enough to buy and play the same game again...

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Oh, and to answer your question about the rose, I think usually when real people do it they don't let their lips touch the stem. They bare their teeth and look like idiots. =_= Ed wasn't doing that, though...