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[cuddlefish]

Cursory update: I am going to Japan next week and I probably won't make another entry for a bit, unless I get bored and hyper the night before...ah, well, I usually do, huh.


Money
I feel like a whale
My legs are itchy
Money spent
Money I will spend
I am so fat
My boobs! My upper arms! My waist!
Bodily hair
Money
The air will be dry on the plane
Money
I don't want to have a period over there
Women have had them there for generations, it's cool!
I am worrying too much
What if I break out
STOP WORRYING RIGHT NOW STRESS GIVES YOU ZITS
Fat fat
Plane is boring
I'm going to die of exhaustion in transit
Money! Yes, money!
Will I buy everything I want
I won't get to do everything
I will look like a fool everywhere
Anime fans are freaks
Hairy chesty American
Ugh, bodily hair, baw
I don't have a boyfriend
fat
This skirt is too ____ (thin, long, fluffy, tight)
I'm going to forget my meds and want to die
I'm going to lose my meds
Someone will steal my meds
Something will go wrong with a hotel
I'm going to be so tired
HOW CAN I SPEND THIS MUCH? PEOPLE ARE STARVING
People will think dad is my husband
Oh jesus no
I worry too much

I wish I could say this is cathartic but it's not. Right now I'm worried about being fat---with everything else I can just say, oh well, this is fun not work so chill out/dad'll fix it.

Does anybody else worry about traveling as much as I do? I'm sure lots of people do.

Comments

[jenanoelle.livejournal.com]

oh, and don't forget to buy every cute toy you can get your hands on! ..and eat a mangosteen, and live on sushi!

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Yeah, customs is nasty, too, but I guess they won't be mean to me...I worry that they think I'm a cute harmless girl and thus can be EASILY TORMENTED. And I will have to be fingerprinted when I enter Japan. (Still mad about that...)

I don't worry too much about getting bored on the flight. Uncomfortable, tired, and dehydrated are the things I worry about. Going to the bathroom is such a chore when you have to climb over a stranger! And yet I find it's hard to stay hydrated on a plane without drinking gallons of water :( I'll probably have a hard time sleeping, too.

In Japan they don't really expect white people to behave according to Mystical Japan Rules, and I'll have bigger boobs than 90% of the people I meet, so actually I can get away with a lot, but I still don't like to horrify the natives.

[jenanoelle.livejournal.com]

perhaps you should take advantage of the situation! You could use your big boobs in order to find a Japanese boyfriend! ..and you wouldn't even need to know the mystical rules, 'cause of your foreign-ness!

About the fingerprints, do you think it's because the Japanese are trying to fight back because of the American policies? (We now require biometric passports just for entry..) "Let's match their stupid, with some stupid of our own!"

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

It's complicated. I think it happened as a result of slavish mimicry of the US after 9/11, given force by conservatives who want to make life harder for entering foreigners. Certainly it can't stop native citizens from going into Akihabara on a busy day and killing people. :|