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[cuddlefish]

Cursory update: I am going to Japan next week and I probably won't make another entry for a bit, unless I get bored and hyper the night before...ah, well, I usually do, huh.


Money
I feel like a whale
My legs are itchy
Money spent
Money I will spend
I am so fat
My boobs! My upper arms! My waist!
Bodily hair
Money
The air will be dry on the plane
Money
I don't want to have a period over there
Women have had them there for generations, it's cool!
I am worrying too much
What if I break out
STOP WORRYING RIGHT NOW STRESS GIVES YOU ZITS
Fat fat
Plane is boring
I'm going to die of exhaustion in transit
Money! Yes, money!
Will I buy everything I want
I won't get to do everything
I will look like a fool everywhere
Anime fans are freaks
Hairy chesty American
Ugh, bodily hair, baw
I don't have a boyfriend
fat
This skirt is too ____ (thin, long, fluffy, tight)
I'm going to forget my meds and want to die
I'm going to lose my meds
Someone will steal my meds
Something will go wrong with a hotel
I'm going to be so tired
HOW CAN I SPEND THIS MUCH? PEOPLE ARE STARVING
People will think dad is my husband
Oh jesus no
I worry too much

I wish I could say this is cathartic but it's not. Right now I'm worried about being fat---with everything else I can just say, oh well, this is fun not work so chill out/dad'll fix it.

Does anybody else worry about traveling as much as I do? I'm sure lots of people do.

Comments

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

It's complicated. I think it happened as a result of slavish mimicry of the US after 9/11, given force by conservatives who want to make life harder for entering foreigners. Certainly it can't stop native citizens from going into Akihabara on a busy day and killing people. :|