Fullmetal Alchemist's over

[cuddlefish]

And everyone's safe.

I layer my heart over a flickering light
And murmur, alone, a little wish
When I looked into your eyes, I softly whispered
The words I could not say to your profile reflected in the water

I will never forget, that you were with me

Oh wings, dance in the sky, high and beautiful
If we can see tomorrow
Let us go, before the morning sun can rise!

The light pouring down will heal our souls
And we will pledge our meager dream to one another
When I put my hands together, I prayed and prayed
The love that could never reach you on the hill that overlooked the city

I remember now, how you always gave me courage

Oh wings, dance in the sky, strong and proud
Even if we can see a storm
Let us go, before the evening sun can set!

If I lose my wings, I suppose I will walk the land
I will follow the way that has no way, and take flight with you, to the future
Dance high in the sky, faraway and endless
On the path I walk with you, I know that miracles shine

I'm sad to see FMA end because it's been my thing since before I stopped hanging out with my high school friends---which was a giant, mean, hard, tough thing. FMA is another anime that saw me through a lot of hard things. It's also why I came to LJ. ._.

A friend and I acquired scans a day or two ago and I translated it for her while we read it together, so yeah, I am acquainted with the contents of the last chapter. I also saw the last two pages that were leaked early. I cried for half an hour when I saw those damn things. I am pretty freaking stressed lately (more later, really) and basically ANY strong emotion, be it "oh my god our little boy is all grown up" or "MY SHOW IS OVER BAWWW" was going to make me cry. That is to say, yeah, I cried and yeah, I will miss FMA, but while I was translating I also clearly thought, oh my god, for the first time in 6 years I can go to bed and sleep without worrying about what will become of anyone in FMA. It's over. Ed and Al are safe, Winry is happily married, Roy is Fuhrer, Ling is emperor, the kids are adorable, and I am totally vindicated. It's not 2006 anymore---I don't have to settle for Elricest because some fucking movie thought it would be more epic to tear apart my OTP (or Ed and Winry) to the tune of fucking Bratja!

Notes: Ed and Roy probably lived happily ever after, getting together to drink and be very reversible now that Ed is a tall hottie. Roy, now called Uncle Roy, could babysit the kids sometimes while Winry had a wild time in Central. She would go to host clubs that require an introduction (Roy knew a hostess who knew a whole bunch of host guys) and she would shop for expensive chocolate and automail parts. Al obviously went to Xing and he and Mei fucked in her elaborate Xingian boudoir with butterfly inlays in the floor like in House of Flying Daggers.

Dear me. These are rather sordid notes.

I don't know where else to write this, so I'll say now that Al would make the most charming, most sunshiney mob boss in the world. His thing about 11 floored me---nothing else had ever showed me how committed he is to doing good for the world. Actually, I found myself thinking about Japanese traditions of returning gifts. ._. He is SO SOCIALIZED. How do I even say this?

To anybody who read His Dark Materials, did you hear about individual Gates and think about daemons? >3>

Comments

[boogietiere.livejournal.com]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Don't tell me the hand-clapping is over!
Did it still drag on for a long time after slug Envy killed himself out of sheer craziness?

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Yes. The hand-clapping ended. And I suppose it did drag on because the last homunculus, who was not Envy, bit the dust in the last chapter.

What will you do without your palm tree guy? :(

[boogietiere.livejournal.com]

I'm so at loss I don't know! I guess I'll just transform myself into a snail creature and kill myself, even though that would probably the most unepic gross way to wtf out everyone that ever cared about me D:

Alternately I could still canonly worship Selim. At least, if I understood correctly that he survived the purging of Pride from his body (obviously I once again base my opinions on spoilers instead of reading the actual thing. I don't know what's wrong with me either). Then again, Selim may lose some kinky points without those creepy Alucardish multieyed-shadow powers, so I'm still NOT VERY PLEASED with the homunculi genocide that every retelling of FMA throws at me. It makes me wonder just how many incarnations this series will need before I finally get my ending where a vividly dancing palmtree guy is sharing a cake with Ed under a crayon yellow sun, honestly.