It could have been my favorite single picture

[cuddlefish]

Ohhh. I just thought of another thing on Sasuke I'm really, really going to mourn losing. It was this gorgeous picture of someone holding Ed's face and it was just...real nice. I made an icon out of it and turned heads with it for a while. Anybody remember that? Last winter? Does anybody still have it? Or maybe the real picture it was from? It sure isn't on the site it used to be on, though I think there's a link to it somewhere in this LJ. It was a top picture, and the version that's in the gallery right now has different colors. It's less psychedelic. I want the psychedelic version. GIVE IT BACK.

Oh, man, I'm gonna have to face the fact that I might not get it back. Oh, man, that makes me really sad. (That was like, one of my all-time favorites. Come on! Give it baaaack!) Oh maaaan.

EDIT:
I swear I'll stop spamming. In a minute. I thought I'd announce that I'm in a funk about drawing, again. (Seeing as I hardly ever scan anything anymore, I feel like I don't have the right, but leave me alone.) Also in a funk about cleaning my room, and getting some of the pictures that have drowned in the mess out of there. I feel like I have to produce something that I've drawn recently, for myself, to show that I can still draw. I still can, right? I didn't forget?

...I'll be better after some sleep. Or not. Or I'll draw something. (Torsos, maybe.)

EDIT: If it weren't for Hagaren, I could stop worrying about drawing sexy manbodies and just draw small people all the time. Hagaren especially has some sexy manbodies. That I like to draw. You know.

Also, I find it hard to talk about, but I want to draw more like Itou Ikuko and it's not working out. It's frustating me.

EDIT: If you're noticing that I'm talking about two different things in this entry because I didn't want to push down my begging for that wonderful pictures and having trouble picking something to comment on, comment on both. That's right. I want ATTENTION. ME ME ME NOW.

Comments

aww the small people ._.

[boogietiere.livejournal.com]

aah you sound so frustrated, i'll give you some attention if you need to. Good luck on your drawings, i had this alzheimer moment at the start of last year where i suddenly forgot everything i had known about drawing before. It never came back to me either but ._.; .. BUT eventually i could develop a new style that i had myself focused on and became a little bit better. So just have fun at drawing your sexy male bodies or whatever, it doesn't matter if you've lost your touch for a while, that happens.

Re: aww the small people ._.

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I also sometimes get like this at the wrong time of the month, so it just might go away, then. I also dug out some things I think I'll scan, and I feel better already from that. I DO have things I can draw.

By the way, you deleted the comment, but if you still want to have a link to my (extremely unupdated art page) then you're free to put it up and all. (I remember you wrote something about e-mail, but I forgot it...hehe :D)

Re: aww the small people ._.

[boogietiere.livejournal.com]

ack sorry i deleted it because i already noticed you hadn't updated your page since 2003 or something so i thought you weren't interested anymore ^_^; Sure i'd still like to put the link up, you could mail me a short description about ridiculous that you'd want me to put on my site (like what series your art is from and if it features some YAOI or other stuff that draws attention). Posting it as a comment on my journal is also fine ^_^ it will all end up in the same mailbox anyway.

I also wondered if you still dump your art elsewhere online these days if not on your site? Just curious about the stuff you scanned.

Re: aww the small people ._.

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Well, actually, there's a bunch of art dumped in this journal, but I have not been careful about making memories or noting what dates they were, so I can't give it to you easily. Most of it is FMA art, so I actually intend to update my website with a new section for all of it sometime...sometime soon, I'd like to think, but certainly not until I get my normal computer back. I think I'd like to wait until then until I add my name to your list. :D

[runan.livejournal.com]

You're not the only one in a drawing funk ;_;

Also...you do plan on re-joining us in L2 soon, right? :D

(I'll draw you extra b-day smut...)

[moumusu.livejournal.com]

Don't promise me extra b-day smut if you're in a drawing funk. Don't worry, I will be on L2. :D

[runan.livejournal.com]

Pfffft. Even in the worst of art funks, I can still draw smut :D.